confusing rush ``BELLA!

[jacob lautner]

the clouds i can handle. but i can’t fight with an eclipse

Jacob Chase Lautner. Junior. Elite Guy. Ladies Man. Funny. Flirt. Outgoing. There were a lot of words that could easily describe Jake. There was always a different word that made something think about Jacob when they heard that word. At the moment, in Jake's head, it was confusion. Jacob had been going through a lot of confusion, for quite some time too. It drove him insane and he went crazy, not psycho crazy ... just impatient confusion crazy. Jacob was the sarcastic, funny, flirty, gentleman type of guy. Confusion wasn't an emotion that meshed well with all of his other personality traits. But it seemed stuck to one emotion, which created his love life. Now that was definitely the very thing that made him so confused.

So he liked two girls. Liked being the simplest way to describe it. He absolutely adored both of them. He was in love with them. But that didn't work. Being in love with more than one person sets the very difficult line. On on side, he was crushing on his best friend that liked him and only him. They were the best of friends and had known each other for ages. Then on the other side, he was also crushing on a girl a year older than he was but had known her since they were in diapers, so to speak. He loved her and he knew she loved him too, except ... there was also another guy in her life. That's where that got even more harder for him.

So what was Jacob supposed to do? He knew he was better off with one girl over the other, but he couldn't just go with her and move on from the other girl so quickly. That wasn't the type of guy Jake was. That was what made everything a lot more harder. Isabella Blake and Taylor Toronto. Two completely different types of girls that Jacob loves. Even if he would go with Taylor, because Bella would probably be with Edward Halliwell in the end, he just couldn't go up to her and say so, because he knew he loved Bella just as much.

So Jacob paced back and forth on one of the school rooftops. The place where lots of students went to hang out. No teachers came up there. Why would teachers go up there anyway? So it's where the students hung out. Jake came up here when he was in the school grounds, and needed time to think. He paced for a while before walking over to the edge and leaning against the small wall as he overlooked the school grounds.

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[Isabella Blake]

which way should i turn
to the right, to the left?
it's like nothing works without you

----- isabella blake wasn't going through the best time ever. granted, she'd gone through much worse times than this. her life was basically the perfect Cinderella Story. Though the only problem with her plot, is that she wasn't betting on her happy ending. her mother died of cancer when she was nine, which left her and her brother, Sebastian, to go live with their father. She had a new step-mother in no time, which absolutely hated her. see what i mean? cinderella. though this girl was in no way a princess.

back to the whole, not the best time ever sinareo..bella had a problem. she was in love with two boys. one, jacob lautner. funny, adorable, mostly annoying. but those are the things about him that she loved. he was just so...jacob. she'd known him just about all his life and he was the only one who knew about her life back home. so she knew she could trust him.

then enter, edward halliwell. just as gorgeous, charming, also can annoy her. she met him in freshman year, but was already falling for him. he was so...edward. so, you see the problem? the stupid girl was in love with two guys! nice going, bella. though the boys weren't all, all too different. both elites, both amazing to her.

these thoughts were taking over her mind, so she decided to head to the rooftop to clear it. the petite brunette pushed her way through the door and up the stairs. but when bella was almost up, she caught sight of the back of someone's head. jacob. she'd know it anywhere...a little creepy, but whatever. the front of her shoe clipped the last step, tripping her forward, causing her to fall to the ground. that was isabella blake for you. where ever she is, is clumsy u.s.a.

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[jacob lautner]

the clouds i can handle. but i can’t fight with an eclipse

So what was a guy like Jacob Chase Lautner supposed to do? He was the Ladies Man, junior Elite Guy. Sixteen years old and a strong target of Baywood High's Gossip Girl. There was a lot for him to go through. But he put up with it all. Whether he enjoyed it or not, he was always able to shy away his true feelings, if they were bad. He knew that even through his fake disguises, his most closest friends knew everything. They knew when he was hiding how he was really feeling about something, they could tell by his eyes and the reactions his expressions made. He hated that about himself, that he could give so much away. He was thankful it was only the people that truly knew him, that were extremely close to him. That much he could put up with.

Isabella Marie Blake was the normal, seventeen year old girl that Jacob happened to love. He couldn't control his feelings for her. He knew that he was better just giving up, but it didn't mean he could just do so. It was just harder for him to do that. He might not have had to tell himself to let go, to move on, if it weren't for Edward Halliwell. The King Elite Guy, a senior student who people would consider a better guy for Bella, was also in love with Bella Blake as much as Jacob. Jake liked to convince himself that Edward didn't love Bella as much as he did, but he knew he probably did.

Jacob stared out at the school grounds around him when he then heard something behind him. His eyebrows creased together as he then turned around. That was when a small smirk appeared on his face. Speak of the devil and the devil shall appear, as Jake liked to call it. He strolled over to her, crouching down and offering her his hand to get her back on his feet. He was chuckling. "You know Bella, falling down as much as you do might have destroyed all your brain cells by now. If you're lucky, they're not all damaged ... so it wouldn't help much for them to grow if you keep being so ... you." he said, smirking. He was joking around with her of course, she knew that. He was just like that. Plus, a reason Jake loved Bella was because she was just Bella.

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quote ; jacob black - eclipse

[Isabella Blake]

which way should i turn
to the right, to the left?
it's like nothing works without you

----- bella was never the top girl. never in the spotlight. never one to have a huge enterance at someone's party. if that happened, she'd probably fall on her face. no, this never happened to the brunette. but she wasnt a big nerd either. she was just...normal. and that's what she was classifyed as. until recently, she'd never been an object of the school's gossip girl. this is when two elite guys began to crush on her. now she was everywhere.

why on god's green earth would two of the most popular guys at baywood high was a girl like isabella blake? well it was a mystery to everyone including her. there was plenty of pretty, popular girls in their cliques, but nope. bella was the object of their affections. and sometimes not affections. like now, with jacob lautner.

isabella glared up at him as she gently took his hand to pull herself up. Even standing, and being a year older than the boy, he towered over her. she had always had a problem with being short. "yeah. thanks, jake." she replied sarcastically. "no, 'oh my gosh, bella are you alright?' we just skip right to 'haha, bella fell down...again.' " she stuck her tounge out at him.

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[jacob lautner]

the clouds i can handle. but i can’t fight with an eclipse

Jacob Lautner was definitely someone that everyone knew about. The reasons were because he was both an Elite and a favourite target of Gossip Girl. He wasn't just an Elite, but he was supposedly the next King Elite, when he made it to his senior year. Jake both loved and hated that idea. He loved it cause it made him think about how he wouldn't have to worry about Edward Halliwell any longer, and wouldn't actually mind it. But h hated it more. It meant going onto his senior year, which meant that Bella was leaving. Also he'd become even more the center of attention. He already hated everything he was getting as it was, so it was just going to get worse.

Why did Edward Halliwell, the Elite King, have to like the same girl that Jacob did? Isabella Blake was just normal student, not that that mattered to Jake. Jake had known Bella since they were kids, so he had a reason to like her. But Edward? Edward had only me her freshman year, so how did an Elite like him like someone like her? Not that there wasn't anything about Bella not to like ... but it confused Jake a little. He liked Bella because he didn't care what clique she was, she was one of his childhood best friends and was always there for him.

Jake looked down at Bella and gave her an innocent grin. "No problem Bells." he said. He then laughed. "Yeah, pretty much. I already know that you'll be fine, what with the millions of times you've already fallen over before in your life.. But if you want me to care ... i suppose i can. I am afterall, a very good actor." he said, grining.

[Isabella Blake]

which way should i turn
to the right, to the left?
it's like nothing works without you

----- as we've already established, isabella blake, was a nobody. edward halliwell and taylor lautner, they were somebody. and very important somebodies at that didn't associate with nobodies. the girl was still in minor shock that these boys liked her. bella. a huge nobody.

but let's move on. no need to dwell more on this girl's social life. if you could even call it that. she still glared up at taylor jokingly and held out her hands. "i could have scrapped my hands or cut my chin open-" she stopped and shuttered. she if there was one thing she absolutely hated, it was blood. that was the worst. it made her cringe to talk about it. seeing it would have made her faint. but she dropped her shoulders and softened her look at his gorgeous face with a sigh.

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[jacob lautner]

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Jacob was the type of person that just had some sort of relationship with everyone around him. Mostly, it was a strong positive relationship with people, others ... not so much. He just had that effect on people. Plus, Jake was just the friendly sort of guy, and was also the kind of Elite Guy to just talk to anyone, though there were exceptions with certain people. Like Bella. But Jake had known Bella since he was born, pretty much, and had always been close to her, so that was definitely an exception to be friends with her. Mostly, the type of friends he had were Elites, Plastics or Jocks ... because they were just so 'high up' in the school.

Looking at Bella, Jake's smile faded into a slight frown. His teasing expressions became one of concern and apologies. He looked down at her. "My apologies. I'll try this again. Bells? Are you ok? Did you hurt yourself?" he asked, with a strong concerned tone in his voice. He took her hands in his, examining them as his eyes went from Bella to her hands and back.

[Isabella Blake]

which way should i turn
to the right, to the left?
it's like nothing works without you

----- she couldn't help but side-smile when he took her hands. "that's more like it." she replied with a short laugh. she didn't really mind that jake didn't jump to ask if she was alright. she liked that he teased her. it was fun. especially since she always teased him right back. that's just the way they were with each other. and she loved it.

edward, was different. he would have jumped up automatically to help her to her feet. and that's what she liked about him. it made her feel like she counted as someone. that she mattered, and someone was worried about her. but that was edward. totally different than taylor. she just wished she could mesh the two boys together into one.

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[jacob lautner]

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Even though inside Jacobs head, he would smile at this moment, he was still in his concerned acting moment. So he didn't smile. He just looked at her. "Bella? You didn't answer my question." he pointed out. He kept her hands in his, though he knew she was perfectly fine. He was just still going to be a little more concerned every time she fell. That would be no more time for jokes, with her clumsiness.

But then he thought about who he reminded himself like, being how he was. He screwed up his face in disgust and hate and then looked at Bella and gave her a teasing grin. "Good. But that's the only time you'll get it. Unless i know for sure you're in a massive state of pain." he explained. He laughed, still holding onto her hands. He pulled her in closer to him, holding her in his arms. He held her close in a big hug, not too tight. It had been a little while since he last spoke to Bella. "How've you been Bells?" he asked, resting his cheek on the top of her head in a big hug. He had missed her. He always missed her. Even if he was just with her and she left, he would miss her as soon as she was a few metres away. But that was just how he was.

[Isabella Blake]

which way should i turn
to the right, to the left?
it's like nothing works without you

----- isabella rolled her eyes when he continued to play the part of a concerned boy who was worried if she'd hurt herself. eh, fairly good actor. if she didn't know any better, she'd say he was genuinely worried. but she did know him better, so this didn't apply. she wouldn't be surprised if she knew him better than anyone else. they just spent so much time together, that that just sorta happened.

"there's my jacob." she said, being pulled into his hug. she always felt safe there, no matter what. it was just a natural effect from knowing him so long. bella side-smiled and shrugged within his arms, "alright i suppose." she replied to him.

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[jacob lautner]

the clouds i can handle. but i can’t fight with an eclipse

Jacob was the type of guy to always have fun. He was the type of person that was very sarcastic and energetic and fun. He could also be very loud. But he was mostly just a happy person. Usually. He was a very good actor, which was why he could disguise his real feelings over an act. This was why everyone thought he was always a happy person ... because he could act and hide what was really bothering him. His most closest friends, like Demi for example could always tell and always knew what was wrong. Other people, like Bella, could tell that something was the matter but sometimes didn't mention it straight away. They waited for the right moment to ask.

Jacob grinned. My Jacob. That always made Jake smile. He lifted his cheek off of her had so that he could look down at her. Out of mindless action, he tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. "Is something the matter? You're usually great, or good. Why 'alright, i suppose' all of a sudden?" he asked, smirking. He was probably the same. If she had asked, he would have answered 'i've had better'. He tilted his head to the side as he looked at her.

[Isabella Blake]

which way should i turn
to the right, to the left?
it's like nothing works without you

----- bella smiled a little more when he tucked a strand of her dark brunette hair behind her ear. it practically sent chills down her spine. the good kind of chills though. she paused for a moment at his question. what was she supposed to say? she wasn't ever a very good actress.

she couldn't exactly tell him that she was stuck between liking him and another elite boy, that's why she wasn't in the best of moods. "well, i just fell up the stairs, that can kill a person's mood a little." she said quickly, shrugging as she did. that should convince him to think she was alright... not. she was a horrible liar.

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[jacob lautner]

the clouds i can handle. but i can’t fight with an eclipse

Jacob sighed as he stared down at Bella. He watched her face carefully, trying to catch some sort of flicker of something that was going on in her head. He was good at reading people, but Bella he was. He had spent all those years with her. He could tell certain things about her that others might not have realised. Like his sister Natalie, she was almost as good as reading Bella as he was, though when she did see, she just ignored it for the best ... unlike Jake.

He rolled his eyes. Bella had always been a very unconvincing liar. He looked at her. "Bella, i'm not thick. You've always been a terrible liar. Is it that bad or is it something you don't really want to share with me?" he asked. If was the second choice, it would concern Jake ... not that the first one wouldn't, but still. He hated when something was going on with the people he cared about and he didn't know what it was. Jake looked at Bella and smirked. "It's probably just nothing. Whatever it is, make sure you don't over-react." he teased, smirking. He felt like he needed to lighten the mood, for whatever was bothering Bella would probably be something Jake didn't really want to hear.

[Isabella Blake]

which way should i turn
to the right, to the left?
it's like nothing works without you

----- her heart beat a little faster as jacob looked at her. she remained staring a different direction, avoiding his eyes. she knew she probably couldn't hide anything from the boy. even if it was really simple, he'd see right through her. she didn't answer his question, and merely just bit her lip for a moment, trying to figure out how to become a great liar.

she finally looked up at his dark eyes at his accusing comment. she forced and smile and nodded. "you're absolutely right. it's nothing, and it's stupid." bella shrugged let out a small sigh. "so, how've you been?" she she said, deciding to take the subject off her and onto him instead.

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[jacob lautner]

the clouds i can handle. but i can’t fight with an eclipse

When Jake had asked about Bella, it made him think of himself. Why had he, of all people, come up to the roof? Hadn't he come up here to think? That had definitely been the plan. He had come to think about his love life, which had two options. Option one; Taylor Toronto. A sophomore artist who had been best friends with Jake for years. Options two; Isabella Blake. A senior normal who had been friends with Jake since he was born. Only, with option two there was also another guy involved. Edward Halliwell. It was a difficult decision for Jake. He could save himself any pain and be with Taylor, though he knew he couldn't just forget about Bella. He couldn't deny how he felt about her. But then, if he somehow ended up with Bella, though that would probably won't, he would leave Taylor. It was all just too much.

Thinking about what was going on in his mind made him look at Bella. She could be thinking of ... almost the same thing. Wasn't the problem on Jake's mind, involving Bella? Could she be thinking about something that involved him? He was almost lost in thought until she spoke again. Jake gave a weak smile, drained of thought. Damnit, she's asked it he thought. He gave a half shrug. "I've been better." he answered, his smile growing a little bigger.